index

2025.06.30 transitory thoughts
2025.04.26 adventure
2024.11.19 untitled social manifesto
2024.08.16 A 97-Year-Old Philosopher Faces His Own Death
2024.07.30 the emotional whiplash of ordinary events
2024.07.19 im turning over in my sleep
2024.07.18 the way i experience life is heavily informed by the languages i know
2024.07.08 one-sided resurrections
2024.07.06 screenshot of a memo on the iphone notes app
2024.06.24 in an alternate universe
2023.08.04 how can i sleep when i know my dreams will hold me hostage?
2023.07.22 it’s 5am. you are so, so thirsty
2023.05.14 i'm really good at being alive
2023.05.01 it's been a decade since she left
2023.03.29 a student answers the professor's question
2023.03.24 you give it all away when you talk
2023.03.03 you don't exist, and that makes it ok
2023.02.22 you leave everything everywhere
2023.01.28 when you finally come back to your house
2023.01.14 you love drinking
2023.01.07 you don’t visit your grandparents
2023.01.04 excerpts from my notes app in 2022
2022.12.29 is this thing even gonna fly?
2022.12.23 baby get in my truck
2022.12.20 who's afraid of repetition
2022.12.20 glasses and time anxiety
2022.12.20 you got me liquid courage for my birthday

originally posted on cohost

the way i experience life is heavily informed by the languages i know. the language of games, the language of film and tv, words itself... this framework makes life bearable at worst and fruitful at best, to me. less daunting. but i wonder how i would have lived if i never adopted these languages. if i was never taught to see beauty would i have found it on my own?

sometimes it wears me out, to be so limited by the languages i know.