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2025.06.30 transitory thoughts
2025.04.26 adventure
2024.11.19 untitled social manifesto
2024.08.16 A 97-Year-Old Philosopher Faces His Own Death
2024.07.30 the emotional whiplash of ordinary events
2024.07.19 im turning over in my sleep
2024.07.18 the way i experience life is heavily informed by the languages i know
2024.07.08 one-sided resurrections
2024.07.06 screenshot of a memo on the iphone notes app
2024.06.24 in an alternate universe
2023.08.04 how can i sleep when i know my dreams will hold me hostage?
2023.07.22 it’s 5am. you are so, so thirsty
2023.05.14 i'm really good at being alive
2023.05.01 it's been a decade since she left
2023.03.29 a student answers the professor's question
2023.03.24 you give it all away when you talk
2023.03.03 you don't exist, and that makes it ok
2023.02.22 you leave everything everywhere
2023.01.28 when you finally come back to your house
2023.01.14 you love drinking
2023.01.07 you don’t visit your grandparents
2023.01.04 excerpts from my notes app in 2022
2022.12.29 is this thing even gonna fly?
2022.12.23 baby get in my truck
2022.12.20 who's afraid of repetition
2022.12.20 glasses and time anxiety
2022.12.20 you got me liquid courage for my birthday

originally posted on cohost

it’s 5am. you are so, so thirsty. there’s no water in your house. the taps aren’t working. no stores are open at this hour. you must scavenge for anything to quench your thirst. you find humidity in the nooks and crannies of your apartment. you find mold and grease. you find sap from your houseplant. you find sweat. you find a little fairy in the bottom of your sink. you find fae hiding in your cabinets and underneath your bed and in your hair. they show you honey and wine. they make you swim. they pull your head under the syrup and you hold your breath.

you count to ten and pull your head out of the bathtub. it’s 9am. you feel tired, like you want to go home.