index

2025.06.30 transitory thoughts
2025.04.26 adventure
2024.11.19 untitled social manifesto
2024.08.16 A 97-Year-Old Philosopher Faces His Own Death
2024.07.30 the emotional whiplash of ordinary events
2024.07.19 im turning over in my sleep
2024.07.18 the way i experience life is heavily informed by the languages i know
2024.07.08 one-sided resurrections
2024.07.06 screenshot of a memo on the iphone notes app
2024.06.24 in an alternate universe
2023.08.04 how can i sleep when i know my dreams will hold me hostage?
2023.07.22 it’s 5am. you are so, so thirsty
2023.05.14 i'm really good at being alive
2023.05.01 it's been a decade since she left
2023.03.29 a student answers the professor's question
2023.03.24 you give it all away when you talk
2023.03.03 you don't exist, and that makes it ok
2023.02.22 you leave everything everywhere
2023.01.28 when you finally come back to your house
2023.01.14 you love drinking
2023.01.07 you don’t visit your grandparents
2023.01.04 excerpts from my notes app in 2022
2022.12.29 is this thing even gonna fly?
2022.12.23 baby get in my truck
2022.12.20 who's afraid of repetition
2022.12.20 glasses and time anxiety
2022.12.20 you got me liquid courage for my birthday

originally posted on cohost

you leave everything everywhere. nobody owns this city but you could. you came here on a boat made of plastic and got friendly with the people of this idyllic—lethargic—town, and pretended it didn't bother you, that nobody asked you if you missed home.

a trail of scrap metal and cake crumbs. mechanical cocoons built over grass and fern. signs written in a language nobody speaks and radio stations and—"hello? is this on?

"yeah, i just wanted to talk for a bit. i know you can't respond. it's just nice to talk. to feel like... i can stay here for a bit."

one day you'll fix the ship that takes you home. and eventually, everything will erode. the old clocktower, every vehicle that crossed your roads, every whistle in the breeze that grazed your windmills.

my hope is that i'll be far away from this city by then, that i won't have to see you disappear.